Dearest Your Holiness Buddha Maitreya, I write today a testimonial of a most extraordinary journey of healing. I have accompanied Your Holiness' on many foreign pilgrimages to exotic far away sacred places. Our travels are always monumental experiences. But this one was especially profound and powerful. I would like to share because of the magnitude of personal change I have been gifted. There were really three occasions of healing.
The first was after the blessing at the London dharshan. I developed a 5 inch red-hot circle over my heart. That night I started to cough and become ill. I'm still coughing and experiencing exaggerated tension in my throat (ongoing healing). Next, as I boarded the plane in Dehli and walked past you I immediately became overwhelmed with what I can only describe as an exorcism. Something green was crawling through every cell of my body sideways. I could only breathe and hope I wouldn't vomit. I staggered off the plane. Elwira helped me down, I couldn't walk. Once in Kathmandu I was magically placed in an extremely uncomfortable circumstance; one that triggered a process that I recognized as central to my life-long, repeating dilemma. I knew I had no idea what was going on and that I could not draw any conclusions. I sat in determined, focused meditation and received your light in my head centers for a full 24 hours. If I wavered I would spiral into agonizing anxiety, the same anxiety that has occupied a full 1/3 of my life for the past few years.
I prayed for a healing on this precise thing that I had now seen. It was a place of self-abandonment. As I asked something physical happened. I was rendered somewhat unconscious or unable to focus as some kind of magnetic resonance came into my head, in my eyes. And when the "treatment" was complete my solar plexus was completely re-organized. I watched over the next few days as my habit of anxiety was completely calmed. Then I was placed in the perfect environment to relax and heal. It was a remarkably glorious and intense dharshan. Complete with "let pain bring due reward of light and love." I cannot know what was accomplished in the larger spheres but if my personal healing is any indication I trust you made cosmic impact. I have never been given to hold such intense light in my head centers nor experience such clear empty meditations! Thank you Your Holiness!
Carol Littlefield
Salt Lake City, UT